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整理电脑，突然翻到的一封草稿信。勾起一段感情。只是太遥远了。。。去年夏天。。。 

after about half of the month,i've been thought much on the relationship between u and me.i know u'r always busy on ur work and being puzzled on ur parchment for these days ,so ,for these reasons,i can catch on ur lower mood,but,i'm so sorry for what u spend less and less time to touch me when i do hope to give comfort to u,possibly,u think that u havn't enough time,u should have a rest.but in my point,it is not,u've gived me the information what means to refuse,and i cannot but continue thinking the bad rip between us has been larger.and i just wanna to ask u ,do u wanna fix it?! at this moment,i estimate the answer of u is not.am i right?
i do not wanna to complain sth,i just tell u my real feeling!i admit the weather is so annoying that we maybe have no more idea on it,but.as u said i have the last summer vacation,i have more leisure than u 2 think over it.
pls do not consider i'm vexatious.as the fact,when u havn't take care on my sickness,on my tears,no words to ask me,r u ok?!canceled my groupe's name of Q.u told me to buy another CET6 book when i asked u to give me.when u just take ur feeling as the first,everything is out of the love.no love.my friend has a QQsign,如果爱，请深爱，如不爱，请走开。
i cannot become aware of ur love now.u'r lost for me.i don't want 2 being worried along at the problem.i think now we are not suitable 4 each other anymore although being not much willing.
people says,love must needs frustration,but i consider love also needs egality.sb even though gives the real love,the other wanna not,is it the lamentableners love?
i'm so so so sorry...maybe the shadow and the sunlight is often opposit.
many thanks 4 the happiness u ever brought 2 me.i will always remember my 20th birthday.the each picture of ur smile.the days u accompanied...
thanks a lot ,and take care!